[he laughed a little at the 'impossible things'.] Around the Eclipse, I ended up getting introduced to the other people who were involved - they helped me a lot, even if sometimes all it was, was not giving hope that I'd manage to beat it... and Arikado proved that it was possible to have this kind of power and do something good with it, as grumpy and prickly as he is.

[Belmonts are very crazy people, and are known for having some tricks that are probably a good bit of holy power running in the family, and taking down things much, much bigger than them.]

I think it might be that you're consciously aware of it? The people that know about it, or can sense it, seem to have an easier time with that. Most of the people I dealt with were normal, and apparently it's not even a conscious thing - there's just this instinctive reflex that tells them I'm something dangerous.