B-but I promised... I promised I would change it... I-I'm so sorry...
[Because he wasn't strong enough. He was already useless to the Tenth as his right hand man... now he was too weak to even keep himself alive. He was pathetic. But even feeling so, he couldn't even think of pulling himself away from Ryuutaro. He needed him. He needed that that comforting. He was terrified that he would wither away again... that he wouldn't be able to remain alive... that this wasn't permanent...]
I broke my promise to the Tenth... I broke the promises I made to you... I-I failed you both... I'm sorry... I'm sorry...
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[Because he wasn't strong enough. He was already useless to the Tenth as his right hand man... now he was too weak to even keep himself alive. He was pathetic. But even feeling so, he couldn't even think of pulling himself away from Ryuutaro. He needed him. He needed that that comforting. He was terrified that he would wither away again... that he wouldn't be able to remain alive... that this wasn't permanent...]
I broke my promise to the Tenth... I broke the promises I made to you... I-I failed you both... I'm sorry... I'm sorry...