[Ryuutaro watched Hayato walk and talk in silence. For a moment he couldn't help but feel irrationally angry at the Vongola. He knew they had pretty much saved Hayato and given him a place to belong at, but right now they were the reason he was hurting.
He pushed the feeling aside quickly. They weren't here right now, but Hayato was. He could be angry later.
Ryuutaro gets up again as well, walking up to Hayato to play his hands over his boyfriend's softly.]

Stop this... It's not your fault. The Author is messing with you...

[His voice had changed into this quit but firm tone he mostly used when talking to Hayato in such situations.]

You've done nothing wrong. You're not going to die and you're not going back to anything bad either.

[Saying the word 'die' hurt more than expected. The mere thought of witnessing that again was enough to have Ryuutaro tempted to cringe in pain, but luckily he got the feeling to pass a moment after.]

Being here without them only means you gather extra experience for this time... it might seem like you're behind, but actually you'll be ahead.

[He wasn't sure if he entirely believed what he was saying. What he did actually think about was Hayato going back to the Vongola and for a moment he felt as if he was supporting his boyfriend into leaving him.]