[And for just a moment everything seemed to stop. Those three words just running through his head on repeat. He loved him. Before his mind could even catch up on the what the rest of him was doing, he could feet his face heat up as hot tears started rolling down his cheeks. He knew men shouldn’t cry. He should be able to hold himself better than this... but it struck him so deeply he couldn’t help but feel like he was still that little boy on the streets. And he finally got to hear those three words he had been so starved for.
He was loved. Why? He couldn’t understand, but Ryuutaro said it. Ryuutaro, out of all people had the least reason to say it. All Hayato had done in the relationship was mess up... but he still loved him anyway... just because. He was so lucky.
He let out a small choked-out laugh between the sobs that now shook his shoulders. He was so happy. Hayato fell forward a little and simply flung his arms around the boy he loved. His knees felt weak. His heart was fluttering and aching at the same time. So much old hurt brought to the surface... only to be mended a little bit. He was good enough for someone to love.
It took him a few moments of simply crying and snuggling close to his boyfriend before he could even manage to to speak between the sniffles and sobs.]
Re: [in person]
He was loved. Why? He couldn’t understand, but Ryuutaro said it. Ryuutaro, out of all people had the least reason to say it. All Hayato had done in the relationship was mess up... but he still loved him anyway... just because. He was so lucky.
He let out a small choked-out laugh between the sobs that now shook his shoulders. He was so happy. Hayato fell forward a little and simply flung his arms around the boy he loved. His knees felt weak. His heart was fluttering and aching at the same time. So much old hurt brought to the surface... only to be mended a little bit. He was good enough for someone to love.
It took him a few moments of simply crying and snuggling close to his boyfriend before he could even manage to to speak between the sniffles and sobs.]
C-could... could you say it again? ...please?