[The minutes it took for Ryuutaro to answer felt like the longest eternity possibly to the teen. What if he wasn't okay with it? What if he left him? What if he hated him so much for who he was and what he had done that he couldn't even stand being his friend anymore? What if by telling him, he had done something horrible and hurt Ryuutaro? His hands clutched the fabric of his pants to try and keep from trembling, his own face want a shade paler, and sweat coated his forehead. He was so frightened...
And then... he was... accepted. For everything he was. Ryuutaro knew everything. More than any other person did. He was still a person worth loving. Tears welled up in the teen's eyes and he let out a choked laugh. It was okay. He was so relieved and just happy. He had done bad things, but he was still worth being loved. He couldn't even begin to describe what a wonderful feeling it was to be valued as a person like this.
He was so happy he couldn't help but fling his arms around Ryuutaro and pulled him into another tight hug, placing a peck on his cheek and nuzzling against his face. He couldn't even express the feeling in words, all he knew was that he was somewhere between laughing and crying. He felt like maybe he could try to move forward now. That by telling Ryuutaro everything and still being accepted finally closed a horrific chapter of his life. For once he felt that regardless of what he had done, he couldn't bring himself to loathe himself again, because someone loved him anyway. If he hated himself while someone that knew everything loved him... then he would be doing wrong by the person who loved him.]
Re: [in person]
And then... he was... accepted. For everything he was. Ryuutaro knew everything. More than any other person did. He was still a person worth loving. Tears welled up in the teen's eyes and he let out a choked laugh. It was okay. He was so relieved and just happy. He had done bad things, but he was still worth being loved. He couldn't even begin to describe what a wonderful feeling it was to be valued as a person like this.
He was so happy he couldn't help but fling his arms around Ryuutaro and pulled him into another tight hug, placing a peck on his cheek and nuzzling against his face. He couldn't even express the feeling in words, all he knew was that he was somewhere between laughing and crying. He felt like maybe he could try to move forward now. That by telling Ryuutaro everything and still being accepted finally closed a horrific chapter of his life. For once he felt that regardless of what he had done, he couldn't bring himself to loathe himself again, because someone loved him anyway. If he hated himself while someone that knew everything loved him... then he would be doing wrong by the person who loved him.]
Thank you... Th-thank you so much Ryuutaro...