And if it was?

[Ryuutaro knew about selfishness. He was doing it all the time after all.]

I don't think anybody would consider it a crime for you to be selfish for once. Besides... you're wishing for your friends to be there. Is that really so selfish?

[It was less selfish than Ryuutaro had ever been in his life and he was aware of the fact, albeit not ashamed.]