40TH BOMB || HAYATO GOKUDERA || [IN PERSON]

[andsuddenlydynamite]

[at about noon, a massive wave of heat comes off the walls by front entrance of the library... soon followed the the walls of the library ans whole lot of unusually bright red flames.

From the debris someone can be heard coughing, and a cat yowling angrily. Just before the smoke clear several flashes of light suddenly disappear.]

There, I mastered it... now I am I going to explain this guy to the boss?

[And from the smoke emerges a very battered looking Gokudera, his glasses cracked and hanging off his face, his clothes dirty and covered with debris... and there is a very angry looking cat on his head. Gokudera steps into the hallway waving the smoke away.. then pauses. This wasn't the hallway he was supposed to have unintentionally blown up. A moment later he goes into a cussing fit, kicking the debris around.]

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[deeplymeaningless]

[Well, it wasn't like Ryuutaro could understand all of this. As far as he was concerned the belonged right at the Manor after all. Had this been any other person he really would not have tried to wrap his head around it at all, but it was Hayato. And he really didn't look good. Ryuutaro pulled him down so they could sit, leaning against a tree, and watch the water.]

It's not like it is your fault at all, Hayato. You could not have known about all this could you?

[Ryuutaro leaned against his boyfriend, feeling awkward. Another world, huh...? Weird.]

[andsuddenlydynamite]

[Hayato went along with Ryuutaro's guiding tugs and took a seat next to him. Contently nuzzling against his boyfriend when he was leaned on.]

I-I guess not... b-but I could have at least gotten to see them one more time...

[What was worse was that he had all but completely forgotten about his boyfriend when he had gone home. Why... why hadn't the author let him come back with him?! It wasn't fair! They were supposed to be together! He just... he just didn't want to have to decide between the boy h fell in love with and his home and family...]

[deeplymeaningless]

[Ryuutaro didn't think he understood that, not until he imagined how it would be to leave Hayato without getting to say goodbye... and as he imagined that he could only think that he rather wouldn't have.]

If it's like you say... they might come back here. It will be alright.

[Or Hayato could leave again. But no. No, that was not an option at all.]

[andsuddenlydynamite]

I... I know I shouldn't hope so... since they are all better off at home... but I do...

[He pulled Ryuutaro a bit closer, finding comfort in his presence.]

That's... pretty selfish of me, isn't it?

[deeplymeaningless]

And if it was?

[Ryuutaro knew about selfishness. He was doing it all the time after all.]

I don't think anybody would consider it a crime for you to be selfish for once. Besides... you're wishing for your friends to be there. Is that really so selfish?

[It was less selfish than Ryuutaro had ever been in his life and he was aware of the fact, albeit not ashamed.]

[andsuddenlydynamite]

[He squirmed a bit awkwardly, it felt strange to hear Ryuutaro talk like this, and just tell him what he was feeling was okay. He had almost forgotten just how accepting of him Ryuutaro was... that still didn't help his guilt complex though.]

Well, they've got things to do at home... and they're probably safer there.

[He leans down a little to plant a kiss on Ryuutaro's cheek]

But thank you.

[deeplymeaningless]

...you're welcome.

[Ryuutaro still felt bad about this whole thing though. Hayato had been gone... he was back, but there were all these other people. And they were from different worlds. It seemed like such a far distance. And he couldn't even remember anything about himself and how his life in his apparent world had been...]