the way doesn't matter. Just that I know it. [That's a definite plan of action. Home, escape from purgatory, mom. Sam can get to know her, and they can look after each other when he goes... And yeah, the idea of hell scares him shitless, it's true, but he's pretty damned sure he won't get another free pass to heaven. So he's just moving the date forwards.
Okay, he'll admit. It's not so much that he doesn't want to go back to living without her, as much as he doesn't think he can. It was hard enough to learn how to the first time, and after everything else he's lost... not her again.]
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Okay, he'll admit. It's not so much that he doesn't want to go back to living without her, as much as he doesn't think he can. It was hard enough to learn how to the first time, and after everything else he's lost... not her again.]