And since you've never actually been pushed into a corner, and actually had to deal with being desperate, fearing for your life, and not being able to easily make a predator who doesn't work like a normal person go away, being shoved into the deep end of the ocean on it has you trapped in a very small box - they're the first case that took you more than a week, and it's been what, a year? Your first real kick to your confidence was a savage beating more than a kick, and you've had things too easy before to be willing to admit how afraid you are.
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And since you've never actually been pushed into a corner, and actually had to deal with being desperate, fearing for your life, and not being able to easily make a predator who doesn't work like a normal person go away, being shoved into the deep end of the ocean on it has you trapped in a very small box - they're the first case that took you more than a week, and it's been what, a year? Your first real kick to your confidence was a savage beating more than a kick, and you've had things too easy before to be willing to admit how afraid you are.