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Twenty Sixth Guitar Solo - Eddie Riggs [Video]
[The feed starts off a little shaky, a hand covering most of it before its owner realizes what he's doing. He pulling it away to sleepily blink into the black berry as he holds it out in front of him.]
Anybody know how the hell we got back here? Yesterday, we were in paris right? [He sounds very muddled and tired.] Or did I sleep through it?
Anybody know how the hell we got back here? Yesterday, we were in paris right? [He sounds very muddled and tired.] Or did I sleep through it?
[In Person]
You don't remember being killed..?
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I tried to avenge you... Mello stopped me.. He told me I could speak at her trial. It's not enough! She can't get away with it.
[In Person]
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It's not myself or Mamimi she minds. It's Heather. She says that she's exactly like someone in your own world.
[In Person]
...Yeah, I know. I was- just hopin'- I don't know if I pretended it wasn't about Spitfire for a few seconds that it'd go away. [Tiniest sigh, EVER] Not likely to happen- but what the hell am I supposed to do? Lita and I never had a thing, same with Heather and me. Heather's like my daughter or niece. What Ophelia said-
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. [So eloquent Eddie. He just bites off his words and clenches his fists. Eventually he just settles down on the grass.]
[In Person]
...She wants to make it work.. I know she does. I think the tears are holding her back. If she were her normal self then she would have forgiven you.
[In Person]
I dunno what I wanna do anyway. I'm still pissed. She kept sayin' I was cheating. [He openly sounds hurt by that along with frustrated.] I wanna be with her, but I don't want to keep anyone at arms length.
[In Person]
Then you to create a deal. You both keep to your sides of the bargain, something you both agree on. Shake on it and it's set in stone.
[People he couldn't deal with so much, business however he knew like the back of his hand.]
[In Person]
Yeah- that's a good idea. Keep us both balanced. Dunno what we could agree on though 'No arguin'?' 'No killin' each other?' That's probably something neither of us could really keep.
[In Person]
Don't you see? Fighting is part of your chemistry! Repression makes it worse. But you need to agree on a release that won't end in the repeat of last week's tragedy. Boundaries, allowances, dos and don'ts.
Don't you find it that little bit sad you're getting relationship advice from a man who's never even been emotionally intimate with anyone!?
[In Person]
Advice is advice, if you give it with good intentions its good. [Tired blanket statement is tired.]
But- you're right. We can't just play nice with each other, we've tried and it doesn't exactly end well. [Grimace and him touching his throat briefly.]
[In Person]
Find your happy medium. I'll advise where I can, but it can only be fixed by the both of you.
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Even if you tell them what your world is like they don't listen. The system's flawed beyond repair.