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andsuddenlydynamite ([personal profile] andsuddenlydynamite) wrote in [community profile] badfic_manor 2011-11-08 06:25 pm (UTC)

... why would you think I'm gonna leave? You're my best friend... I could never leave you, it doesn't matter who I'm in love with...

[He reached his hand out to hers, he wanted to get closer to her, but he was too weak to do so on his own.

Nothing's changed... you're still like the sister I never got to have...

[He looked up at her. He hurt her. He hurt her because he was... well the way he was. He felt so ashamed and disgusted with himself. If Ryuutaro knew how he was feeling he would... well he already hated him anyway. What difference would it make now? He had hurt the two of the most important people he knew... and if the Tenth found out... he couldn't even bring to think about that possibility. He couldn't think about being thrown away AGAIN. Of course that could be the only outcome after telling the Tenth everything. If Ryuutaro had thrown him away for dying, and Temari was reacting like this about his sexuality... what chance did he have with the Vongola?]

I-I'm sorry that I'm... I'm... [He couldn't even say it he was so ashamed] p-please don't hate me too...

[He turned his head so that he was looking away. He didn't want her to have to see just how pathetic he looked]

I-I won't leave... not until you throw me away too... I... I don't have anywhere else t-to go now...

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