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*after the weeks he'd had, Charles would love to enjoy the days of peace that followed the angels. He'd recognized that the angels themselves has disappeared, or at least permanently become statues, and normally he'd be able to rest in relief, but...
But the other presence had only gotten worse, and for two days he's been in a constant state of tense. Helping Sam hadn't decreased the feeling, in fact, forcing his way past images of hell only made it worse. Not that he ever came close to regretting that. The man desperately needed help, and Charles thought he was doing a good job in keeping him from mentally imploding.
And yet...this presence was creeping along him, feeding off the pain, and the anxiety Charles experienced building that wall.
He hasn't been able to sleep, so he'd made himself a cup of coffee and holed up in the library with a book, where he can be found now. It was quite as familiar as his own library, but big enough that he felt he could make himself right at home sitting here for a few hours. The books in front of him were a lengthy set of research journals based on the reality and physics of a world he'd never heard of, so Charles was pouring over the text in an effort to distract himself from the feeling of Impending Doom.
Feel free to come across him and realize this man hasn't had a decent night's sleep since the month started.*
((presuming this happens sometime after Charles finishes helping Sam))
But the other presence had only gotten worse, and for two days he's been in a constant state of tense. Helping Sam hadn't decreased the feeling, in fact, forcing his way past images of hell only made it worse. Not that he ever came close to regretting that. The man desperately needed help, and Charles thought he was doing a good job in keeping him from mentally imploding.
And yet...this presence was creeping along him, feeding off the pain, and the anxiety Charles experienced building that wall.
He hasn't been able to sleep, so he'd made himself a cup of coffee and holed up in the library with a book, where he can be found now. It was quite as familiar as his own library, but big enough that he felt he could make himself right at home sitting here for a few hours. The books in front of him were a lengthy set of research journals based on the reality and physics of a world he'd never heard of, so Charles was pouring over the text in an effort to distract himself from the feeling of Impending Doom.
Feel free to come across him and realize this man hasn't had a decent night's sleep since the month started.*
((presuming this happens sometime after Charles finishes helping Sam))
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*he stares at him for a moment. A dream? It was too detailed to be a dream anymore. Though there was the possibility that Erik himself was a ghost. His mother had been awfully vivid, even though he couldn't touch her.
Just to be sure, he fixes his grip on the books and moves forward to grip Erik's arm. He sounds a little surprised himself*
Does this feel like a dream, my friend?
*which means...when he goes back home they were going to be attacked, and Darwin was going to die, and Charles himself was to blame for it. Why else would he be unhappy where Erik's from?*
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*even knowing he couldn't logically blame him, it sort of felt like a dream to him too, it still hurt that Erik would pull away from him like that.
Which means something worse must have happened aside from the attack. There was no other explanation.
Still, he wasn't one to push boundaries. Much.*
Suit yourself, but I assure you this place is very real. I'd tell you to be careful but...I know you. Come on, kitchen's this way.
*the only thing he can do is smile, and take a step back, almost feeling like he has to start all over with him. Except this time he can't tell what Erik is thinking and it hurts. Damn you, Author*
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[ No, it's still not hit. Looking around him as he goes. ] How long have you been here?
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[ The kitchen isn't like the one back in the Mansion, so Erik spends a good moment looking around him, like a caged animal for a moment, gaze suspicious. ] Say I believe you, why would that be?
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*he sets the pot to start and turns around, unsure of how to explain*
Things happen here. Things that even I can't explain. This week we were being chased by some sort of creature that can only move when nothing is looking at it. The week before we were haunted by ghosts. And before that I'd lost my power entirely for the week. It was...unsettling.
*he'd spent at least a day huddled in his shower cause the sound of the water running was better than the overwhelming silence of being alone. 'Unsettling'.*
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Funny how that's what he's latching on to. ]
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It was terrible. For the first time in my life I'd been completely alone in my head. *he closes his eyes in an attempt to fend off the feeling of helplessness* I thought I was the only one left.
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Yes, though right now I'm afraid I'm debating whether that's a good thing or not.
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Softly. ] Explain.
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*He chuckles and sits down, rubbing his temple. It's obvious that it's more of a soothing motion than one to concentrate his power.*
You'll think I'm crazy, but the fog is alive.
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He takes a cautious sip of the coffee and watches Erik.*
Worse, if I'm not mistaken. With people like us I can at least tell what they are thinking. This...thing...is just alive. There is no thought to it that I can read.
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[ It's a little alarming, even if Erik doesn't attest to the immediacy of it all. ] You're certain it's not just fancy?
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It wasn't here until this week, and had just recently gotten worse. I have quite the headache.
*and that is the main reason why he's not taking the off time from horror month to sleeeeeep*
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[ Curious how quickly he morphs back into the old companion and team-mate, expression laden down by worry even with the helmet on. ]
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