[And suddenly that didn't even feel all-too-bad anymore. Ryuutaro listened to Hayato's thoughts and couldn't help, but smile a bit more. Ever since Hayato's death Ryuutaro had gone back and forth between being clingy or feeling distanced and alienated and sometimes he'd just wondered why he kept doing this to himself. He knew now.
Ryuutaro leaned against Hayato, still smiling. So knowing the truth wasn't always as hurtful as it had been in truth week. It was a reassuring thought.]
I know... It's probably a more peaceful week. But the thought of someone else having my ability... my knowledge possible, is discomforting.
[Suddenly feeling very comfortable he turned his head a bit more into Hayato's direction, so that his face could lean against Hayato's shoulder while he looked up at his boyfriend]
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Ever since Hayato's death Ryuutaro had gone back and forth between being clingy or feeling distanced and alienated and sometimes he'd just wondered why he kept doing this to himself.
He knew now.
Ryuutaro leaned against Hayato, still smiling. So knowing the truth wasn't always as hurtful as it had been in truth week. It was a reassuring thought.]
I know... It's probably a more peaceful week. But the thought of someone else having my ability... my knowledge possible, is discomforting.
[Suddenly feeling very comfortable he turned his head a bit more into Hayato's direction, so that his face could lean against Hayato's shoulder while he looked up at his boyfriend]