[Hadn't heard a singe thing he disliked? D-did he really think that? H-he honestly didn't mind just how.. pathetic he really was?
And the fear and terror just seems to begin to crumble and melt away leaving behind this almost overwhelming sense of relief. So overwhelming he honestly had to fight the urge to cry. Mendontcrymendontcrymendontcry... aaaaaand those are his eyes welling up a bit.]
I-I-I.... I....
[honestly couldn't think of a response... after everything... Ryuutaro liked him for being the horrifically flawed thing he was?
and wait a minute... cute?! H-him.... cute?! H-how did he even... wh-what...!? just... no he wasn't cute! Where did Ryuutaro even come to that?! Ryuutaro was the cute one! Not him!]
C-cute?! H-how...?!
[And so many flustered blushings and mental flailing... and maybe... just maybe... just a touch flattered... everything just stopped when Ryuutaro leaned against him. His breathing calmed and his thoughts just went blank- though his heart began to beat just that much faster. He honestly loved it when Ryuutaro touched him- in any way at all. It meant that he wasn't going to fast... that they're right as they should be. Hayato put an arm around Ryuutaro's back and shoulders, just bringing him a little bit closer. For the moment his thoughts consisted only of Ryuutaro. What it felt like to have him lean so close to him... his weight, his scent, the way he could feel his form through the clothes. He loved it all. It was just a wonderful feeling.]
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And the fear and terror just seems to begin to crumble and melt away leaving behind this almost overwhelming sense of relief. So overwhelming he honestly had to fight the urge to cry. Mendontcrymendontcrymendontcry... aaaaaand those are his eyes welling up a bit.]
I-I-I.... I....
[honestly couldn't think of a response... after everything... Ryuutaro liked him for being the horrifically flawed thing he was?
and wait a minute... cute?! H-him.... cute?! H-how did he even... wh-what...!? just... no he wasn't cute! Where did Ryuutaro even come to that?! Ryuutaro was the cute one! Not him!]
C-cute?! H-how...?!
[And so many flustered blushings and mental flailing... and maybe... just maybe... just a touch flattered... everything just stopped when Ryuutaro leaned against him. His breathing calmed and his thoughts just went blank- though his heart began to beat just that much faster. He honestly loved it when Ryuutaro touched him- in any way at all. It meant that he wasn't going to fast... that they're right as they should be. Hayato put an arm around Ryuutaro's back and shoulders, just bringing him a little bit closer. For the moment his thoughts consisted only of Ryuutaro. What it felt like to have him lean so close to him... his weight, his scent, the way he could feel his form through the clothes. He loved it all. It was just a wonderful feeling.]