[Not use plural... but... that would mean he was only talking about him...
...and he was just glad with that? Hayato couldn't understand it. There were so many nicer, stronger, smarter, more proper people out there, yet Ryuutaro was glad with just him? The bastard half-breed that was thrown on the streets because no one wanted him? Why... why would Ryuutaro ever be content with just... him of all people? He knew Ryuutaro told him not to question their relationship every five seconds... and he could honestly say he really tried, but he just couldn't help but be unsure. He remembered all those things Ryuutaro had said about him, though he felt as though Ryuutaro had lied when he said he didn't annoy him. It was just so hard to believe. What had changed that made people suddenly find value him? He just didn't understand.]
R-Ryuutaro... I... I don't know wh-what I'm supposed to say now....
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...and he was just glad with that? Hayato couldn't understand it. There were so many nicer, stronger, smarter, more proper people out there, yet Ryuutaro was glad with just him? The bastard half-breed that was thrown on the streets because no one wanted him? Why... why would Ryuutaro ever be content with just... him of all people? He knew Ryuutaro told him not to question their relationship every five seconds... and he could honestly say he really tried, but he just couldn't help but be unsure. He remembered all those things Ryuutaro had said about him, though he felt as though Ryuutaro had lied when he said he didn't annoy him. It was just so hard to believe. What had changed that made people suddenly find value him? He just didn't understand.]
R-Ryuutaro... I... I don't know wh-what I'm supposed to say now....