[It took Hayato a few minutes to calm himself down enough to try and think how to make the transition from this amazing moment to... what he was going to. He felt so light and happy, and everything seemed okay, but he was worried that maybe telling Ryuutaro would make him change his mind. It was something he needed to know though.
He made an effort to slow his tears, but every time he ran those three words through his head the tears just came to his eyes. At least now he had managed to get them to fall silently rather than the uncontrollable sobbing. In a brief tender moment he reached his hand up to cup his boyfriend's cheek and stroke it with his thumb. He just stared at Ryuutaro, with a slight smile on his tear-streaked face. This boy loved him. After all they've been through, and all the flaws he'd seen... he loved him. Gathering himself a little he found the strength to finally make the transition.]
I... there's something's I should tell you...
[He was nervous. It was a heavy subject... and Ryuutaro's world was... well he wasn't sure how he would handle it, but if there was anyone who could still accept him regardless of his past it would be Ryuutaro right? That's what you did when you loved someone... and hopefully he won't find something he doesn't like and leave him. This... was going to be hard.]
Re: [in person]
He made an effort to slow his tears, but every time he ran those three words through his head the tears just came to his eyes. At least now he had managed to get them to fall silently rather than the uncontrollable sobbing. In a brief tender moment he reached his hand up to cup his boyfriend's cheek and stroke it with his thumb. He just stared at Ryuutaro, with a slight smile on his tear-streaked face. This boy loved him. After all they've been through, and all the flaws he'd seen... he loved him. Gathering himself a little he found the strength to finally make the transition.]
I... there's something's I should tell you...
[He was nervous. It was a heavy subject... and Ryuutaro's world was... well he wasn't sure how he would handle it, but if there was anyone who could still accept him regardless of his past it would be Ryuutaro right? That's what you did when you loved someone... and hopefully he won't find something he doesn't like and leave him. This... was going to be hard.]