[At the little shiver, Hayato tensed up and went a bit rigid. It took him a moment to swallow the lump in his throat... that had been exactly what he was afraid of. Luckily Ryuutaro's face was hidden, and he had a moment to pull himself together. He took a deep shaky breath.]
You don't have to push yourself... i-it's alright. I understand. I can wait.
[It hurt... but if it made Ryuutaro more comfortable then it was okay. It would just take time for things to get better. They were in love. So he just had to keep doing his best to make Ryuutaro happy and be patient. It would be worth it when he could embrace and kiss his boyfriend again, just like they used to.
Re: [in person]
You don't have to push yourself... i-it's alright. I understand. I can wait.
[It hurt... but if it made Ryuutaro more comfortable then it was okay. It would just take time for things to get better. They were in love. So he just had to keep doing his best to make Ryuutaro happy and be patient. It would be worth it when he could embrace and kiss his boyfriend again, just like they used to.
He just had to wait....
...because Ryuutaro was all he had here.]