Mary Winchester | 25 | Accidental Video

[was_a_hunter]

[Mary (In Badou's body) doesn't even realize she's being recorded. There's a towel draped around the hips of her current body, a sheen of water signalling that she just got out of a shower.]

If I'm never a man again, it will be too soon...

[She'll never complain about woman problems again. No matter what she went through, it had nothing on being a man...freaking body had a mind of it's own.]

If this goes on much longer, Badou might be missing a vital part when he gets his body back...

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[was_a_hunter]

I'm sorry...if we could find a way to bring me back afterwords, I'd love to go home. Until then though, this is where I can be the most useful.

[She wasn't going to go home just to die. Not when she had a purpose here.]

[has_a_phd_in_teddybear]

[...Oh, mary. Don't go giving him ideas. It'll be a good thing he won't remember any of this when he goes home.]

...I know a way...

[His tone says 'why didn't I think think of that before?' That's the only trouble with Mary being here. they'd learnt to live around her absence, even if it had left a gap that he couldn't fill. (Not knowing about things like deals and them being able to bring back the dead - because before that, it was all spells to make zombies, and that wasn't the same thing at all so it wasn't even a ghost of an idea - So it had never occured to him. And then he'd just got busy (and dead).) Here, that gap is filled. And he's too much attached all over again, doesn't want to go back to without her, but the difference for him being he's got to get back for Sam and Cas.]

[was_a_hunter]

[And now you have her curiosity peaked. She had an inkling of what you might mean, but she's hoping there are new ways since she was alive.]

What way?

[has_a_phd_in_teddybear]

the way doesn't matter. Just that I know it. [That's a definite plan of action. Home, escape from purgatory, mom. Sam can get to know her, and they can look after each other when he goes... And yeah, the idea of hell scares him shitless, it's true, but he's pretty damned sure he won't get another free pass to heaven. So he's just moving the date forwards.

Okay, he'll admit. It's not so much that he doesn't want to go back to living without her, as much as he doesn't think he can. It was hard enough to learn how to the first time, and after everything else he's lost... not her again.]

[was_a_hunter]

[And that just cinched it. He was talking about a deal...if it wasn't, he wouldn't have any trouble telling her. Steeling her features, she shook her head.]

No, Dean.

I don't want you doing a deal to bring me back...I've already lost your brother, I couldn't bear to lose you too.

[has_a_phd_in_teddybear]

You don't... you don't understand. I have to go back. But I can't go back to... not having you there. It was hard enough the first time.

you two... you can look after each other. [You'll do a way better job than he did, too.] And we'll get some time.