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Cigarette 8 // [Private to Video] - I Kissed A Boy--

[Last night was something that was admittedly a bit odd. He'd somehow managed to get kissed by Black Jack. It wasn't expected, but after he had some time to think he wasn't sure he was entirely against it. The only thing that made it an annoyance was when his sue Harlie caught wind of it. All he'd heard from her was how could he do that to Kana? It was the first time he'd ever felt the burning urge to hit a woman. She didn't know anything about him and Kana. In the end he had told her to get out before he did something he'd regret later. He hadn't seen anything of her since. He was thankful that his Sue was just an annoying klutz, looking across the network there had been a lot of trouble last night, so it only seemed right he offered assistance in any way he could. But first, he had some personal issues to sort.]

[Private to Black Jack]
...I think we need to talk...You left so suddenly yesterday...Where do you want to meet-- if at all?
[Private ended]

[He starts the video feed across the network. He looks better than he did thankfully. Only the gauze over his eye seemed to remain.]

Sadly I was unable to do anything to help last night, I had some matters to deal with of my own. But if there is anything I can do to help then please don't hesitate to tell me.

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I'm sorry I left you yesterday. That whole situation was a little out of my general...bubble..

Meet me at the hedge maze in 15 minutes - Black Jack

[Sure enough fifteen minutes later he's stood by the entrance to the hedge maze waiting patiently for the other. Admittedly he arrived within ten minutes, he was nervous he wouldn't show, even if he knew he would. In the distance he can make out Black Jack approaching. He rubs the nape of his neck and offers a slight smile.]

..Hey..

[Admittedly it had taken Black Jack 5 minutes of pacing in his room and running his hands through his hair, impatient with himself, to finally get up the courage to face his friend.

When he was outside, seeing Hatori made him feel a little bit ill; not by usual means, but just because he was embarrassed - of course Hatori wouldn't reciprocate his feelings. Why would he?

Approuching the hedge maze, he looks up at the younger man and smiles awkwardly]

..Hey

[Hatori let out a slight hum. He wasn't against this, he just..wanted to know what Black jack felt on this matter. He wasn't particularly great with people at the best of times. Love was something he'd only had once and that ended badly. He wanted to trust Black Jack with that, but he wasn't sure he could take another heartbreak.]

Are you feeling alright? You look a little pale.

[Black Jack tries to look more confident, but the fact of matter was that this was new territory for both of them, or at least he assumed it was for Hatori]

Yes, I'm fine..shall we?

[He gestures towards the maze]

[He almost wants to chuckle at his sudden air of confidence. But he decides against it, he thinks he's got a good idea of what he's thinking.]

Good, I was worried after you just left.

[He starts towards the maze and glances back over his shoulder, lighting up a cigarette.]

I'm curious as to what you're looking for from me. I'm damaged goods as I've told you, after things with Kana. Where you find the appeal is beyond me.

[Black Jack almost laughs himself at Hatori's last comment]

Looking for..? Well, I mean, nothing in particular. You're easy to talk to..that's the first thing I noticed

And as for damaged goods? Do you honestly think I'm brand new off the shelf..?

[Aah, that's right; Hatori doesn't know about Megumi]

[He shrugs and shakes his head]

We just click, right?

[He slows down, letting the other catch up.]

I assumed you must have had some sort of a relationship after the week with the ears. Though I didn't ask, it's not really my business, unless you want to tell me.

[Black Jack smiles sadely at the memory of his previous relationship]

There's not much to tell I'm afraid. She left me, but it's fine. She's happy.

And yeah, I guess we do..

Their happiness comes first..

[He offers him a sympathetic smile. Her happiness was all that kept him going at times, reminding himself she was fine. Hatori rubs Black Jack's shoulder lightly as a sort of comfort.]

I'd say dwelling in the past makes a nice distraction. But we still need to address the matter of us.

[His smile wavers a little; he was never any good at emotionally opening up to others. But, to hell with it! He turns to Hatori at the same moment that he puts his hand on his shoulder, the surprise of the touch sending a shock through his system. He blinks, and clears his throat]

Yes, we do...okay, I, um..well, I apologise for my lack of coherancy; I was never the emotional type..okay, I'll try again. I do have 'feelings' for you, and would be more than happy if you returned them. However, if you don't, which I can more than understand, then that's fine as well..

[Now it's his turn to go a little pink as he looks at the floor as they walk]

[Hatori understood, he wasn't much better. But he wasn't one to lie about his own feelings. He...had feelings for him too. He just wanted to work out if it wasn't just a case of him seeking company in a lonely environment.]

I enjoy your company, conversations, humour.
[The fact he felt himself hot in the cheeks and his heart in his throat after that kiss probably said something.]

I'm..glad we had that time apart afterwards, it helped me get my head in order. I know there's something there for you. I just want to be sure that it's romantic inclinations.

[Glad they were a while into the maze he doesn't feel too self-conscious when he takes his hand.]

[When Hatori takes his hand, Black Jack just blinks at him, but doesn't pull away. Quite the opposite, as he laces his fingers in with the other hand as they continue to walk]

So..may I ask how you're going to make sure they're romantic..?

[Hatori smiled subtly at the feeling of their fingers lacing together. Inhaling deeply he looked up at the hedges.]

See if this feels right. I've got no reason to believe otherwise right now.

[He offered him a reassuring smile.]

[Granted, it did feel odd for the older Doctor, holding hands - intimately - with another man. But, whilst it felt unfamiliar, it also felt comfortable. He smiled, and almost laughed, at what he imagine Pinoco would say if she could see this..now doubt that tantrum would last until Christmas]

Well, so far so good I suppose~

[Giving him a sideways glance.]

Mm, what's so amusing?

[He gave the hand in his a light squeeze.]

[Black Jack looks at his companion as they walk, his smile broadening]

I was just thinking about what Pinoko, my daughter, would say if she could see me now..I'm not entirely sure she'd understand it

[When Hatori squeezed his hand, Black Jack felt himself blushing slightly, and had to look away again]

[Hatori chuckled at the switch in roles.]

Is she still too young to discuss this sort of thing with?

[He shot him a cheeky look (by his standards)]

You could say that, yes

[Slowly but surely, he was starting to feel more comfortable with the whole situation]

Well, is it a nice reprieve that you needn't worry about that here?

[He lifted their hands to his face, placing a light kiss on the other's.]

[He thinks for a moment]

Yes, I suppose it is..

[When Hatori kissed his hand, Black Jack smiled, and looped his arm aorund the others shoulders, before moving his hand to Hari's hair, feeling it slowly between his fingers]

[He tenses breifly at the feel of the hand in his hair. Shaking the thought he relaxes into the touch. It...felt nice. Soothing if any. Especially when he felt goosebumps along his arms and shivers up his spine.]

...We should make the most of it..

[At that he gives a sort of nervous laugh]

Oh yeah? Did you have any suggestions?

[He blinks for a moment, he's never expressed himself vocally about what he wants. Actions speak louder than words after all.]

...

[He shifts a bit closer and takes his hand, leaning his head on Black Jack's shoulder, pressing his lips gently to his neck.]

[When Hatori closes the gap between them, Black Jack feels a shiver go through him, but not before smirking wickedly. He reaches up and tilts Hari's face up towards his, and kisses him - gently at first, but as it deepens, he slowly backs them both up so Hatori's against the hedge. He momentarily pulls away, his face still millimetres from his partners]

If you wanted that, you should have said so..

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We need to discuss-- OR, we could marvel at the hedge maze! I mean, just look at those leaves!

Fff Hatori's all business, you know that XD

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HE'S TOTALLY SMILING IN THIS ICON. sshhh...>_>

Ffffffff

Black Jack is a grown man,not a school girl.Just thought I'd remind you,as this entry begs to differ

Fffff yeah of course, of course.

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N'AAW!! oh!! Do the meme!! the new meme!!

I was answering all the tags in my inbo, but yosh! will do

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No one need know how he knows his kinks when he's a virgin..

Well that'll soon change

Gigg-i-dy

HE'S SMILING LIKE A CLOSETED GAY BOY IN THE OLD SPICE FACTORY >_>

Fffffffff, I see that