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*after the weeks he'd had, Charles would love to enjoy the days of peace that followed the angels. He'd recognized that the angels themselves has disappeared, or at least permanently become statues, and normally he'd be able to rest in relief, but...
But the other presence had only gotten worse, and for two days he's been in a constant state of tense. Helping Sam hadn't decreased the feeling, in fact, forcing his way past images of hell only made it worse. Not that he ever came close to regretting that. The man desperately needed help, and Charles thought he was doing a good job in keeping him from mentally imploding.
And yet...this presence was creeping along him, feeding off the pain, and the anxiety Charles experienced building that wall.
He hasn't been able to sleep, so he'd made himself a cup of coffee and holed up in the library with a book, where he can be found now. It was quite as familiar as his own library, but big enough that he felt he could make himself right at home sitting here for a few hours. The books in front of him were a lengthy set of research journals based on the reality and physics of a world he'd never heard of, so Charles was pouring over the text in an effort to distract himself from the feeling of Impending Doom.
Feel free to come across him and realize this man hasn't had a decent night's sleep since the month started.*
((presuming this happens sometime after Charles finishes helping Sam))
But the other presence had only gotten worse, and for two days he's been in a constant state of tense. Helping Sam hadn't decreased the feeling, in fact, forcing his way past images of hell only made it worse. Not that he ever came close to regretting that. The man desperately needed help, and Charles thought he was doing a good job in keeping him from mentally imploding.
And yet...this presence was creeping along him, feeding off the pain, and the anxiety Charles experienced building that wall.
He hasn't been able to sleep, so he'd made himself a cup of coffee and holed up in the library with a book, where he can be found now. It was quite as familiar as his own library, but big enough that he felt he could make himself right at home sitting here for a few hours. The books in front of him were a lengthy set of research journals based on the reality and physics of a world he'd never heard of, so Charles was pouring over the text in an effort to distract himself from the feeling of Impending Doom.
Feel free to come across him and realize this man hasn't had a decent night's sleep since the month started.*
((presuming this happens sometime after Charles finishes helping Sam))
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I don't know what you mean.
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I've been stuck here for more than a month, and I haven't been able to figure out how to get home. It's some kind of pocket dimension controlled by a girl they call the 'Author', and I'm not the only one she's caught. I had hoped the next time I saw you would be at home, but quite frankly I'm just relieved to see a familiar face, with all that's been going on.
*there's that exhaustion again*
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Calming. ] You look tired.
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*Charles watches him, confused. He'd give anything to catch his thoughts right about now, but it wouldn't do to get upset about that.*
Yeah, well. You're not wrong. I don't think I've had a decent night the past three weeks. Come, let's go to the kitchen. I need more coffee or I'm not going to be able to function.
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But he's weaker than he likes to think, nods his head once, the weight of his helmet at odds with the thoughts buzzing lightly in his head. ] All right. Lead the way.
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*he leads the way back out of the library, stopping to pick up his books and the empty mug while he was at it, and moved through the halls with semi-familiarity.
He kept frequently glancing around the open areas, giving the sense that he was wary of something coming at him, but decided not to say anything about it. The angels were gone, and that presence didn't seem to be coming any closer*
Most of the others here are easy enough to get along with. We're all in the same boat.
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*he pauses, thoughtfully, and looks up as if he'd never thought about it before*
Hm, I suppose it might-
*and it just occurs to him that he hasn't even been home in years.*
Erik...
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*Charles turns around, wariness suddenly set into his very posture. There's a touch of grief in his eyes and at the corner of his mouth.
Someone please tell him this new thought was wrong. This would be a joke far crueler than seeing his mother last week*
How do you know where I live?
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Is everyone okay?
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[ Apart from Raven, some Erik plucked away. ] Why don't you know these things?
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*grief settles over him like a cloak. He didn't understand. It didn't entirely sound like something he would do, he'd have gotten the children out of the fight as soon as he could.
But what if he couldn't? Then yes, he definitely would have taken them there. Still, it didn't happen. He would have remembered it if it did-oh no.
He had an idea*
...because...we're not from the same time. *With evidence from Sam and Dean, and even Emma, well, he should have thought of this possibility from the beginning.
At least he wasn't positive the manor was messing with his mind again*
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*he stares at him for a moment. A dream? It was too detailed to be a dream anymore. Though there was the possibility that Erik himself was a ghost. His mother had been awfully vivid, even though he couldn't touch her.
Just to be sure, he fixes his grip on the books and moves forward to grip Erik's arm. He sounds a little surprised himself*
Does this feel like a dream, my friend?
*which means...when he goes back home they were going to be attacked, and Darwin was going to die, and Charles himself was to blame for it. Why else would he be unhappy where Erik's from?*
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*even knowing he couldn't logically blame him, it sort of felt like a dream to him too, it still hurt that Erik would pull away from him like that.
Which means something worse must have happened aside from the attack. There was no other explanation.
Still, he wasn't one to push boundaries. Much.*
Suit yourself, but I assure you this place is very real. I'd tell you to be careful but...I know you. Come on, kitchen's this way.
*the only thing he can do is smile, and take a step back, almost feeling like he has to start all over with him. Except this time he can't tell what Erik is thinking and it hurts. Damn you, Author*
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[ No, it's still not hit. Looking around him as he goes. ] How long have you been here?
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